hilawo

The Flow.. So, if a good thing happens bad things happen. My life was perfect, and now it's crap. It's getting better by a little bit now.. and I'm scared... If good things are happening, it means bad things are going to follow... Paranoid!! I really wish I could just live simply and undramatically like I did about 5 years ago. Now everyone around me are always PMSing and having relationship fights and being all pissy and dramatic about the most stupid stuff... I wish I could go back about 3 weeks, to set everything straight.

The Flow Once it's finally perfect, everything goes out of balance. You start again from scratch, walking every one of those steps again. There is something I realized in my life. It happens all the time. Every year. Every day. When something good happens, something bad follows. When I had a good time, a bad time follows. When everything was perfect, everything screwed up follows. I think nothing as bad as this happened before.. Some problems are solved, but some of them get worse. A person I may have hated is changing to a better human.. But the guy who's very important to me is changing into a beast.. What can I do to solve the

I ended everything that may cause me trouble, and now it's just all coming back. I really should learn to not run away, but face it and tell it what I think. But it's harder than you think. Even if I try.. IT DOESN'T WORK!! GOOOOOOOSH!! By the way I made some new words today!! :D FANTAAAAAASTICCAAAAALIONAAA I dont know where I got that.. it sounds good! EVERAAADOODLIO hehe. IT'S AWESOME XD